Ever have a child come up to you and say something along the lines of "I admire you" then you think OMG I need to get my act together or why?? Yeah, that happened. That's powerful!
Ever have someone you loved and trusted your whole life betray you along with friends? I did. I will make an example out of this person since it's a touchy subject. They go to a private Christian college, practice everything Christ related so certain people begin to think they're perfect. Don't fall for it, only God is perfect.
Before I go on, I wanted to say this. I see people blaming Christ and Christians for this but it is, in no way, His fault. Humans make mistakes no matter what race, religion, gender etc...God is LOVE that's what He teaches but we do fall. I fall hard, but in a different way than this person/people. No matter what people do to you, God would never leave you.
It starts with one... (ADD kicked in and "In the End" is playing in my head now...). sorry, ONE misread email, message, however you do it. The person is sensitive and attacks back. God's still working on me so I attack back. Honestly, my anger comes from pain or attention seeking (I will admit that). This person decided to block me out of...everything. We were best friends basically before the marriage. Summer road trips, goofing off, having fun. If you're feeling me here, I'm with you.
I tend to do the "tough love" thing. If I see someone going for a dangerous but important life I tend to butt in and 'test' them. Then mess up and lose them...or they lose it, I'm not sure.
I realize that you say you have been thru a lot and been a lone alot- guess what- you are not the only one.
Then share your testimony! No one knows what I've been through but God. I'll let B speak here..He's better at those words lol:
Thank you to Bizzy much love and respect! <---has impacted me a lot <3
"they wouldn't listen if we did in Morse code..."
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