Anti depressants cause more death than do good. We need to spread the word. I've been overmedicated since the age of 12 and I'm finally beginning to wean off of these drugs that have been holding me back and making me sick. It will be hell but worth it. When it's over for me, it will never be over for others who suffer from these "side effects", being screwed over by Eli Lilly or any drug company, being mistreated by a psychiatrist or doctor, going through a malpractice lawsuit or have been abused. You will all be heard!
If you want to help, send me your stories, advice, experiences, anything. I will not make them public if you do not want to. If you're just talking to me or asking me about something I've been through. Know that you're not alone! I'm sick and tired of these people so it's time to take a stand against them. I'm not afraid of them anymore, I've been beat up for the past 10 years. I've learned as much as possible, educated myself (you should too!). I've been locked up, abused, toxic, sick, in pain, had day terrors, hallucenations, bad reactions, brain zaps, you name it I've probably been there.
I'll be spending most of this year coming off of these drugs. I've chosen a psychiatrist/MD I have known since I was 16. He knows me well and I trust him. I also lean on my faith. I'm blessed to know God because I know this won't be easy but it will be worth it.
I have a hero. I usually don't believe in "heros" but this man has been to hell and back. He was diagnosed with cancer at a young age. He went in fighting and came out fighting.He's my motivation. He once said "I never once blamed God because I know everything happens for a reason." I've never done that either it is society and the world screwing it all up, not God. He saves me. he makes it easy. "Do as much as you can because you never know when something could end your life..."
"Although i'm healthy now, I still have a bigger battle and that's to see that every person doesn't have to go through cancer alone."
That's how I am with what I'm going through. He said "you have to persevere" and I'm determined, driven and ready for it.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
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