Everyday Create Your History

hey guys.
God has been hard at work working on me. Out bond is usually strengthened by sorrow and peace but this time, I'm feeling so many emotions. It's overwhelming!! Excitement, nervous, terrified all at once. Exhausting right?
There's a reason for it and if it follows through, I'll write it down asap.

I was listening to Lose Yourself earlier (I don't listen to too much Eminem because of his negativity but I like some things). I was inspired by the beginning:

Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted-One moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?

and then

He's choking how, everybody's joking now
The clock's run out, time's up over, bloah!
Snap back to reality, Oh there goes gravity
Oh, there goes Rabbit, he choked
He's so mad, but he won't give up that
Easy, no
He won't have it , he knows his whole back's to these ropes
It don't matter, he's dope
He knows that, but he's broke
He's so stagnant that he knows


P.S. Eminem news: what do you think of this? X Factor judge?