Thursday, December 3, 2009

It Never Ends

My mom overreacts and doesn't know how to handle things. She sees the best psychologist around here but doesn't tell him everything, I can tell. I'm in so much pain I'm exhausted, I just wanted to sleep. She came banging on my door asking for the hammer (or should I say yelling) to put up the Christmas wreath. I put it back, I didn't have it and told her that. I said "just leave me alone, let me rest and I'll look for it". She started screaming at me.
She went through ECT when I was a kid and I think it screwed up her thinking for life. I couldn't find it, said that and she just got louder "YES YOU DO!!". Good Lord.
I can be in NY or states away and be followed or picked on.
I have one bit of hope to hold on to that came from Tyler Perry's story. Like, maybe it'll get better one day.
If you have family that loves you and treats you well, don't take that for granted. You're blessed.

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